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Thursday, December 14, 2006,6:40 PM
sigh.. yes.. the posting result is out. Catholic is where i'm gonna stay for the next 2 years of my life. feeling so down now. As though the whole has crumpled on me. sigh.. this feeling has once again come back to me. I still rmb tt last yr, after the aesthetic night, i went home with the same feeling as today. Again, i tried to suppress my sadness deep in my heart and trying to control the tears from flowing.. but i still cant make it. I just cried. But definitely felt much better now.
Perhaps things are just not fated. I know you guys must be trying to tag sth in my cbox to console me. But i'm seriously alright yea?? I just need some time. I'll feel even sadder to see those consoling tags. So dont alright?? just do me this favour and i'll so grateful.
So my band prac at ac has come to an end. Maybe i should be glad abt it. Because i realise tt i seriously dont know a lot abt music neither am i fit to be in such a gd band. I'm really glad tt the seniors there help me out. I'm really thankful. I'll miss you guys! =) Maybe one day we might meet again. Somewhere, some time. Nice knowing those ppl. This period of time in band has definitely been great. I've learnt things tt i never had.
But i know life has to move on. But the news is definitely too sudden. I'm feeling really lost now... I'm still thinking whether i shld continue band prac at ac, but even if i do, i might not get in when i get my o level result. Perhaps the god is trying to shine another path for me, i guess i would have to accept the fact tt i'm not tt smart.
well.. it's game over.... no point crying over spilt milk...
I just realised that i'm not totally sad for not getting into the sch.. but.... sigh.. i guess i have to try harder..... and get over with it...
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